Jennifer's Journal

Jason wrote me!! How totally exciting is that?? Ok well...he wrote and said that he has been busy and I think he was sort of mad at me because in my last e-mail I wrote I said it was pointless to ask how he was or what he was up to because he like never wrote!! But it is ALL ok!! So now I am in a super good mood!! And I talked to Ashley after school...she called to say that Jayme was on Montel!! Haha and so we watched it but then she had to go to work so I said I would try and come see her. My mom didn't make chicken and dressing last night either!! UGH!! MOTHERS!! But we went to King Gyro's. My mom like loves that place!! Anyhow...tomorrow is Friday!! And I think I am THE biggest loser!! Because Kati and I are supposed to do something tomorrow but she doesn't know if she can because of volleyball. So I dunno!! And then Megan is doing something with Megan and Darcy Saturday so we can't do anything. hm...I might do something with Travis or Adam then!! I have THE worst cold!! LOL Ok I don't even have a cold but it is bothersome!! My nose runs then it gets stuffy!! It feels like I am high!! I hate it!! And when I sneeze it like pulsates my ovaries!! lol how horrible is that?? But I am going to get off of here and watch boy Meets World!! I love that show!! *Fashion* It depends on what I do tomorrow after school!! I might wear my long sleeved pink shirt and jeans but I am not sure!! KISSES!!!

Current Mood: giddy
Current Music: *Can't Fight The Moonlight* -Coyote Ugly Soundtrack

OK!! Sorry but the song SELFISH is # 10 and not 9!! Sorry but that bothered me!! KISSES!!!

Hey hotties!! What is shakin?? Not a whole lot here...I have no homework again tonight!! Last night I fell asleep for like ever and it was greatness!! It was weird though because when I went to go to bed at 11 CJ (creepy guy that lives by me) was oh hold on...sorry I had to let the dog in!! Anyhow...CJ was walking home from Josh's house and he had to cut through my yard (ok it wasn't a must but he does all the time) and I turned out the lights and I saw him like waving at me from the street. It was super creepy!! LOL But it is ALL ok because I ignored him and went to sleep!! Anyhow...I have a slight cold!! Or Megan and April think I do. I sneezed like 4 times in a row a second ago and it was crazy!! Now my head is all light and stuff. I am doing absolutely nothing right now because I am waiting for Megs to get online and tell me what happened between her and Jon lol!! Megan that makes me laugh!! And I am going to have chicken and dressing tonight which is like one of my most favorite foods ever!! So I am pumped!! But I am not sure about what I am going to wear for tomorrow. lol Man what a problem huh?? Oh well!! I am really not sure what to say. Jason and I have still not spoken. OH!! Kati called Lukas back and he had been trying to call but she was always gone!! And he misses her a lot!! I was really happy for her!! Oh...when Lacey totalled her car the guy that hit her gave her false information so they don't know who it was. That sucks SO much!! I don't know what I would do if it were me. But that is a reason why I don't drive!! Because I would like freak if I was in a situation like that!! Lacey and Ashley are at a golf match right now. I hope they all kick ass!! Go girls!! Anyway I am going to get off of here and watch Boy Meets World!! *FASHION* no idea!! I will let you know!! KISSES!!!

Current Mood: groggy
Current Music: *NSYNC *Selfish* (#10)

So...today I had like no homework!! How cool is that?? Well Geometry but I finished it during class!! Watch me get it totally wrong!! Oh well!! I attempted!! LOL Today I said 8*4 was 24 but it was 32!! LOL I totally knew that but It was first period and I was like sleeping!! Anyhow...Megan Holmes gave me a ride home again today!! I love her SO much!! She is a sweetheart!! She took Megs home today too!! It was fun!! LOL But then we got stuck behind busses which sucked but its alright!! On the guy front...lol I STILL have none!! It is goin good though!! I have a lot of guy friends which is cool. It just kinda sucks cause Jason (my hawaiian boy I have had like THE biggest thing for!!) like is either totally ignoring me or just super busy. I think he is busy but I mean I just feel like he and I will NEVER talk anymore. And I guess I am ok with that (yea I'm not at all but I need to think like I am). The Hatt boys are both being good boys...which is good cause yea they have girlfriends but it totally kinda sucks for me!! lol Just playin!! I drove to Wal-Mart yesterday!! LOL I was SO proud of myself!! I did good too!! And I even parked!! LOL Cause a lot of my friends have had prob.s with parking and I did it good. Anyhows...Boy Meets World comes on in a few and I still have to change, wash my face, and cook my veggies!! So I am going to get off of here!! Megs~If you read this before I talk to you then give me a call!! Later babe!! *FASHION* today I wore a plain black shirt and jeans with purple sandals lol didn't match!! Oh well!! I do not care!! And tomorrow I am going to wear a long sleeve INDIANA shirt and jeans!! I am going to look like shista!! Oh wells!! KISSES!!!

Current Mood: sleepy
Current Music: *NSYNC *Up Against The Wall* (#8)

Megan got a journal!! YAY Megan!! I read what you wrote and I love you too!! You are like my best friend!! Thank you for helping me through the little shit that I have sorta gone through!! And DO NOT tell anyone any of that!! Anyhow...Turns out ashley isn't upset with me!! Thats a plus!! It de-adds to my stress!! Anyhow...Megan Holmes and I were talking and Austin (we think) looks cute this year!! He is supposed to talk to me later tonight but I do not know why!! Its ok!! I really don't have a lot to say!! I have zoology reading and english reading tonight but other than that I have no homework!! Aren't I special!! LOL Not really!! But I am going to get off of here and watch boy Meets World!! *FASHION* I am not sure what I am going to wear tomorrow!! I might get back online and tell you later!! LOL KISSES!!!

Current Mood: excited
Current Music: *Selfish* *NSYNC

Hey everyone!! Ok I am pretty sure no one has read this but its alright!! Anyhow...I am home and a lot has happened since I last wrote. Jason is Ryan (my step brother)'s best friend and I was dating him (sorta) the last week I was in Hawaii. So I was really kinda sad to leave!! But all good things come to an end so this was one of them. Anyhow...we still keep in minimum touch I guess. So it is all good!! As far as all of my friends are...I'm not sure. I haven't talked to them as much as I usually would for my first couple of weeks but its fine with me!! I have gotten super close with Megan which is AWESOME!! We used to be best friends in 5th grade and then we drifted or something and now we are getting a lot closer!! She actually just left (she brought me her zoology book cause I forgot mine in my locker) Oh!! And that brings me to a new topic!! We started school Thursday!! It is goin good I assume!! I am just like there...lol I dunno!! Anyhow...Megan and I hung out with Travis yesterday!! LOL I love that boy!! He cracks me up!! Anyhow...I haven't gotten my licence yet but I passed my written test and I just have to call and make my appointment for the driving part!! I am going to take it in Spencer cause everyone says it is SO super easy!! And yea thats what I am counting on!! But I am going to go take a shower now!! *FASHION* tomorrow I am going to wear khaki shorts and my aquaish colored A & F shirt. I enjoy it!! KISSES!!!

Current Mood: bouncy
Current Music: Girlfriend~*NSYNC lol Megan!!

Hey hey!! LOL Ok so I know my last entry was a little...weird right?? But I am sorry!! Mood swing!! Actually I was pretty bummed yesterday but I am not anymore!! LOL So it is all ok!! I woke up with a massive headache today!! It hurt!! Anyhow...I will be home in 14 days!! LOL And I have to get offline in a sec and call my mom and find out if Ashley is coming!! Because she (Ashley) said she was going to call my mom and tell her so I will call in a few!! And johnny just told me earlier that Matt and Jeremy are going to go to the airport too!! LOL How sucky is that?? It is 4:36 right now and I am really hungry!! I think I am going to go and get some foodage!! If Ashley or Lacey reads this (which I doubt cause you guys don't get on this anymore!!) Than I love and miss you bunches!! LOL *FASHION* I am wearing a pair of pj shorts and a white tank top!! lol and I am really comfortable!! LOL KISSES!!!

Current Mood: hyper
Current Music: A*TEENS *Upside Down (Bouncin off the Ceiling)*

Hey peoples!! It has been seriously for like ever since I have written in this an dI don't even remember my last entry...but thing are kinda goin wrong and so I am going to write about them here!! LOL Ok first off...i am in Hawaii still!! totally missin my friends back home!! But I only have 15 more days left so I hope they go super fast!! Ashley has a new guy now!! His name is Chris and I guess they are cute together...i haven't seen them!! And i miss Ashley tons!! Not like in a lesbian-ish way!! i haven't talked to Jon in forever and I like it that way...he dicked me over!! LOL And I talked to geoff the other day and he told me he loved me and missed seeing me. He and Jenni went all the way so that gets me out of that. I am talking to Audra now...i forget why... like what brought us to talking again but we are. And i called David back...he hung up on me!! LOL Earlier I was so sad but now after I vented to Audra I am feelin good!! LOL Actually now I just kinda remembered that i am a bitch!! oh well...la la la la life goes on!! wow speaking of that!! I haven't talked to Charissa or Sydney in forever!! So Ash or Lacey whoever talks to them next tell them Hi for me!! Alright...well I guess that is all my problems for now!! lol if anyone wants to know more in depth about any of them then just ask!! LOL I am sure i will tell yea!! oh *FASHION* Right now I am wearing black sweatpants and my FROSH shirt...lol ok well i am going to go now!! KISSES!!!

Current Mood: blah
Current Music: Rollin~Limp Biskit

OMG!! I swear it has been a super long time!! But to update everyone. i am now in hawaii and actually not having a super bad time!! It is weird!! Because I don't talk to my friends very much anymore so its like I don't have any. I mean I know I have friends but when I I dunno...its hard to explain!! But anyhow...I haven't talked to Ashley in like 3 days which is really odd cause she said she would e-mail like everyday but she works at Kroger so she doesn't have a lot of free time. But I understand!! I just miss her a lot!! Cause I like used to call her ALL the time and just talk about my probs or even about nothing but now I can't and it just kinda sucks!! And Lacey thought I was talking about her so I am a little afraid to call her. I didn't say it but I don't know if she is like still upset or whatever so I don't want to call and be like HEY if she is still sore. Anyhow...on the guy front...OH wait!! I have none!! LOL No ok, Jon totally played me and is trying to blame it on Jared which is retarded!! Because Jared and I are like super close and I know he wouldn't do it!! I talked to geoff the other day and he says He misses me but I am pretty sure it is just as friends. He said that he was going to mail something that meant a lot to him and should mean a lot to me. I SO wanna know what that meant. But I probably will never know. Ok~ Call me crazy but I am missing Adam!! i didn't even realize how much of my life he was apart of. i mean it was like Ashley, Lacey, Adam and I!! And it rocked!! But oh well...I can't cry over the inevitable!! Tomorrow i am going to lay out ALL day!! Because i am going to be like black when I get back!! My dad is taking me and Alyssa to get our nails done when she gets back from Oahu!! And my gash in my knee is healing!! That pumps me up!! But anyhow...I have no really life or death changes goin on. We bought Twister today!! LOL Alyssa and I wanted to play!! Ok well if anyone reads this I am VERY homesick!! And on the rag so I am going to go to bed!! G*Night!! KISSES!!!

Current Mood: sad
Current Music: lol Invisible Man by 98 Degrees!!

FOREVER!!!
OMG!! I swear it has been a super long time!! But to update everyone. i am now in hawaii and actually not having a super bad time!! It is weird!! Because I don't talk to my friends very much anymore so its like I don't have any. I mean I know I have friends but when I I dunno...its hard to explain!! But anyhow...I haven't talked to Ashley in like 3 days which is really odd cause she said she would e-mail like everyday but she works at Kroger so she doesn't have a lot of free time. But I understand!! I just miss her a lot!! Cause I like used to call her ALL the time and just talk about my probs or even about nothing but now I can't and it just kinda sucks!! And Lacey thought I was talking about her so I am a little afraid to call her. I didn't say it but I don't know if she is like still upset or whatever so I don't want to call and be like HEY if she is still sore. Anyhow...on the guy front...OH wait!! I have none!! LOL No ok, Jon totally played me and is trying to blame it on Jared which is retarded!! Because Jared and I are like super close and I know he wouldn't do it!! I talked to geoff the other day and he says He misses me but I am pretty sure it is just as friends. He said that he was going to mail something that meant a lot to him and should mean a lot to me. I SO wanna know what that meant. But I probably will never know. Ok~ Call me crazy but I am missing Adam!! i didn't even realize how much of my life he was apart of. i mean it was like Ashley, Lacey, Adam and I!! And it rocked!! But oh well...I can't cry over the inevitable!! Tomorrow i am going to lay out ALL day!! Because i am going to be like black when I get back!! My dad is taking me and Alyssa to get our nails done when she gets back from Oahu!! And my gash in my knee is healing!! That pumps me up!! But anyhow...I have no really life or death changes goin on. We bought Twister today!! LOL Alyssa and I wanted to play!! Ok well if anyone reads this I am VERY homesick!! And on the rag so I am going to go to bed!! G*Night!! KISSES!!!

Damn!! It has been literally for like ever!! Ok- well all of my friends and I are cool...I might have gotten on their nerves a little bit this weekend but we're alright!! Lacey turned 16 saturday!! And we had our Music Warehouse alumni concert...it was SO sad!! But it is ok!! I have 12 days left on the mainland before I get blasted off onto "happy land" But oh well....I am going to make the best of it!! Everyone else wants me gone!! LOL Actually not really but oh well!! Tammy is making me take a modeling class....how weird right?? lol oh well!! O make myself laugh. Oh- I ahve a new "guy" I like Jonn hatt. Geoff's brother. he is my age and is a lot better than Geoff. Everyone else approves of Jon over Geoff also. But yea he has a girlfreind. lol how much does that suck?!?! I dunno....I pissed him off this weekend though so I am going to go and try call him!! LOL Later!! LOL OHHH *Fashion* I am going to wear either black pants and my red express shirt or sweatpants. lol don't know which yet!! Talk to you later!! KISSES!!!

Ok- now I truly do not know what you are talking about with all that all going down thing....but I am NOT them!! This si what I am talking about....If I make a mistake then it is my bad!! I don't know if you were trying to preach or lecture to me or to yourself or what but Ashley and I do need sometime to ourselves. I was with you all weekend and Ashley and I didn't talk all that week before and so this week I want to become closer with her. I am leaving in 30 days...I am NOT leaving the skanky old state of Indiana with my best friend not knowing how much she means to me!! It isn't going to happen!! I love you to death Lacey but hunny I think you just need to relax....you are worrying TOO much about what is going on. You are trying to look deeper into the situation than what is really there. You have friends you know that, you have admirers you know that, you have a lot of things no one else has and you know that to. You just need to think more positively of yourself!! I am getting off because it is shower time or I am dead but I will talk to you tomorrow!! Night everyone!!

haha wow!! Dustin and Adam just came to my house to tell me which shirt to wear!! Dustin like yelled at me because LAcey said she was getting the same zebra shirt as me so I showed him the leopard and he threw the zebra out of my closet and said that I had to wear it because it was adorable and he would yell at me if I didn't!! it was SO cute!! But ash when you come over tomorrow you can have the deciding vote. Ok- now as for Lacey's entry that she wrote....I DO NOT hate you!! I just get SO annoyed when you keep thinking something is wrong with me. We have all felt left out as far as friends go, it is just something that happens to everyone. It isn't that we dislike you in any way or talk about you or what not. But Ashley and I need to work on our relationship (not in a lesbian way)and so we have decided to build it up. And for everyone to know I do have quite a few thousand problems right now that I need to figure out but I can handle it!! And if I can't I will tell someone!! But enough of that because I do not wish to continue this conversation. K- I really do not know what to wear tomorrow and I am not sure on what Ashley and I are doing tomorrow but it will be loads of fun!! I can tell!! So I am going to go!! KISSES!!!

WOW!! I survived camping and I actually had a blast!! Lacey and I checked out the camp ground and we saw some potential but no definites so we figured that we would definitely see guys at the races!! And OMG!! We did!! We had like 9 guys on this bench talking to us at one point!! But in the end we ended up with two (not a piece just 2) Dustin and Zach...I had Dustin and LAcey had Zach. We gave them our numbers and so I guess we are kinda waiting for them to call... LOL I doubt they will call though!! Well I mean Zach will probably call Lacey but I doubt Dustin will call me. But it is alright I guess. Ok- I tried to call Ashley not very long ago and Grant said she was asleep.....I missed her this weekend and I wanted to say hey (no not in a lesbian way)but lately like since last week (Tuesday or so) I have felt like she would rather not have me hanging around. I mean I don't know what is goin on but that is just the vibe I have from her. I dunno maybe it is just me. but I am thinking that I need to go take a shower. Lauren and I are talking to Steven and I think he is getting really mad at us!! LOL hahaha he just yelled at me!! LOL Ok well I am going to get off of here and take m shower.....then I am not sure what I am going to do because Ashley is at church, Geoff is at work, Lacey is unloading the camper, and I don't talk to anyone else on the phone!! So I guess I will chill and watch tv!! fun fun!! Later kids!! KISSES!!!

CAMPING.....lol can you not see me actually going?? Well brace yourselves because I am!! LOL With Lacey!! I hope I am a good camper person....Cause I tend to whine quite a bit. ok- I lied out on my deck today from 3-4:23 (looked at the clock) and I like didn't get anything....but when I went tanning at 6:10 I left and I was a little pink right?? well yea now it is 10:17 and I am red on the front and on the back....my sides?? Yea, they're white!! LOL it is ridiculous!! But oh well!! I will get over it!! I wanna walk on sunshine!! I am like in a good fun mood...speaking of that-I haven't talked to Ashley since right before 7th period....I think she is annoyed with me!! but I always think that...but I don't think she would ever tell me if I was the one bothering her....well I hope she is alright!! I hope her and Jon do something this weekend!! Because they haven't since like awhile!! But alright....I am going to get off of here!! I will write to you on Sunday and tell you how camping went!! Pray for me!! Knowing my luck a big whiner eating bug will like eat me!! KISSES!!!

It has been SO long since I have written in here but I guess I have been kinda busy?!?! Anyhow....If I haven't told you we all made Ladies!! YA!! Go us!! Anyhow...last night Ashley and I went with Adam and his family to Out Back for dinner...and oh my gosh Ashley and I will probably NEVER be asked back out to eat with them!! But it is ok...Adam says we were fine!! Then we went to Wal-Mart dressed like TOTAL freaks!! It was great!! I guess you'd have to have seen us!! We saw our french teacher there and I thought she was going to murder us!! haha!! But anyhow it took a lot of stress off of our lives so it is all ok!! Then Ash and I talked about our past guys and everything and I ended up having a dream about David and I and so all day today (since she left) I have been like crying!! yea I am a dork and I shouldn't be missing him but I do!! lol I know I am a complete dork!! Anyhow...so tonight I think I am going to be online like all night talking to people...but I'm not sure yet...cause I think Lacey might be a little peeved at me and Ashley said she was doing something with Jon (her b/f) BUT!! I think we are going to walk to McDonalds tomorrow to burn some calories and tan a little....oh nope nevermind!! Jon just told me that they were doing something tomorrow....I dunno I will ask her later!! But anyway....I have nothing else to really speak upon so I think I am going to go!! Talk to you later!! KISSES!!!

Alright...we had try-outs for Ladies and Warehouse today and I totally sucked!! but see the sad thing is, I did good for me I just totally suck!! Ashley (of course) was awesome and so was Lacey!! I am totally going to be sad if they make it without me...but I think that is my problem!! I can never do anything by myself!! I have a problem!! And I feel like I am getting on their nerves, like they would rather have their space without me. Which probably is the case so I guess I will just leave them alone. Cause Ashley and I don't talk as much as we used to and we don't really I dunno we just aren't as close!! Lacey and I got real close but we aren't as close again. but then again I could totally be wrong about everything. I dunno.....I just think I need some serious help!! Lacey is supposed to be online right now but she is not!! Ashley isn't either!! Oh well!! I will so get over it!! i have to go now though to do research for a project that I have to present like tomorrow!! LOL I am hoping Dodson moves it back at least so I can do it over the weekend. OH and as for the weekend...Friday night everyone is going over to Megan's for her birthday party and then I think that is all I am doing. Lacey and I might do something I think....but I am not sure. Cause Ashley, Lacey, and I were supposed to do something Saturday night but the next day Ashley was going to competition with Jon and so I think her and Lacey might go...i really have No clue!! But I am going to go do research and talk to Travis some more!! KISSES!!!

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